Why No Love Batter? A Journey to Self-Discovery

The Realization

I used to think that love was just a myth, a fairy tale created to make us feel better about the pain and heartache we experience. But as I grew older, I began to realize that it's not just a myth, but a complex emotion that can be both beautiful and destructive.

I started to notice patterns in my relationships - the way I would always put others first, sacrificing my own needs and desires for the sake of love. It was like I was addicted to the feeling of being loved, even if it meant losing myself in the process.

The Search for Authenticity

I knew I had to make a change, but I didn't know where to start. I began to question everything - my values, my beliefs, my sense of identity. It was like I was starting from scratch, trying to figure out who I was outside of the context of romantic relationships.

It wasn't easy, and there were times when I felt lost and alone. But I knew that if I wanted to find true love, I had to learn to love myself first.

Embracing the Unknown

I'm not going to lie, it's been tough. There have been times when I've felt like giving up, like I'll never find what I'm looking for. But then I remember why I started this journey in the first place - to find myself and learn to love myself.

It's okay to not know what's next, or who will be by your side. The only thing that matters is that you're moving forward, even if it's just one step at a time.